chapter 5

Some weeks passed and living with Antoine and Daniel was so much joke. The video shoot for Tinchy's video was in two weeks and Antoine had convinced the director to feature me as a minor extra, just in the background innit. I woke up this morning feeling a bit beta, the doctors had removed the stitches from my ass and cos i hadnt fucked in a few weeks, my pussy was bare tight almost like i was a fuckinvirgin, lmao. The girl had come to do my weave which looked banging, it was long and wavy, i think the hairs called Mexican Wave, i dont know, but it looked deep. they took the bandage off my nose, i looked like a new girl, a new Rochelle, a fuckin sexy bitch
Today was the trial. Andeven tho i wasnt gonna be dere, i wondered what it wld be like, watchin de fuckers who did all those dutty fings to me for some dumb reason, it had been on the news but cos i didnt want my identity 2 be known, the news just said my name was Girl X. people were horified wiv it, online, and dat helped me get better cos if the world knew it was wrong, den it meant they felt sorry for me.
Itried not to fink about it 2 much, cos Antoine was crackin me bare jokes whilst Daniel wnt shopping.
"How are you feelin?", he asked me as we sat by the pool smoking browns.
"better, but the memories still hurt innit."
"I know, it took me ten years to get over what happened to me," Antoine said throwing back his weave.
"What happened 2 u," i asked, letting smoke come out from my nose.
"It was when i was at school, i think i was about 11 and cos i acted really feminine, every1 thrt i was gay but i wasnt, i was just girly, anyway, so i was in the boys toilet with my other friend taking a piss when some guy from the year above walks in, now this guy was a big guy on road, his dad was the major shotter in the ends but anyway so he walks in and looks at me and says "Yo batty boy, suck my dick." And i was so scared cos i wasnt gay, i said no then ran out, then he told all his friends that he caught me doing it with my friend, so he and his friends waited for us after school and they forced us into some deserted house and beat us up, they stabbed my friend 130 times." Antoine started bawling then, "Just because that idiot told a lie, my friend died, because of a lie."
I gave Antoine a hug, "So i left London," he said, "And worked my ass of as a dancer for different events and then i dnt know how but i turned gay, mayb cos it was easier than having to keep denying it to people in my heart i knew i wasnt but decided to start saying i was so people would just fuck off." Antoine continued smoking his browns and said, "Im gonna make you big, you didnt deserve what them people did 2 u, when we get on the video set, im going to make sure u get the lead, ur a much better dancer than the girl we have on the lead already, her names Monique."

A few weeks later, it was the day of the shoot,I kissed Daniel goodbye as he slept catchin flies in his mouf, then me and Antoine got to the location which was in Bedfordshire at 7am to do a rehearsal wiv the rest of the dancers. "Girlies, this is my girl Rochelle, get to know her, get to like her cos shes here to stay," Antoine said. all the girls said hi. "Ok, where's Monique?", he asked.
One of the ova girls said (who was in Tinchy's number 1 video) said, "me and her went clubbin last nite, she said shed be here on time." then all of a sudden, how can my girl bust in the room actin like some big gal. "Don't worry girls, Monique is here," Monique said, "Whos dat?", she said lookin at me.
"Rochelle, shes a new girl," Antoine said. Monique gave me the dirtiest look. One fing i culdnt deny was dat my girl was a boomtin, she was tall, mixrace and had a bangin body, if i was a guy i would hit it. Then Monique said, "I dont want her here, im the chief dancer innit, what i say goes."
Antoine told her, "Nah nah Monique, stop your shit, i'm the choreographer and im the one in charge of selectin dancers, im sayin she stays."
"Never dat!" Monique replied, "Look at her, she ain't no dancer, listen likkle girl you need to leave the fuckin set."
I was bare nervous, normally i didnt take anybodies shit but this was all new to me so i said, "Its ok antoine, it dont matter, the girl oviously got jealousy issues innit." da ova girls started crackin up, den i said, "Monique, ill be in the waiting lounge yeah, when ur finished teachin the bitch 2 dance, ill chat 2 u den." Monique smiled as i left.
so i was waiting in the waiting lounge, it was fuckin busy, people go and back and fort, back and fort like Aaliyah. Then all of a sudden, i heard "wharm sexy." I looked to see some sexy, tall guy with dark skin and dark green eyes. "Hello," i said.
"Whats ur name?".
"Rochelle," i said, "And urs?".
"Shawn, why u sittin out here, swear down ur choong enuff 2 b one of the dancers."
"I was meant to be, but that fuckin bitch Monique said i couldnt be."
"Yeah yeah, that means ur banging, she always wants to get rid of the hot tings cos she scared her man mite like dem more."
"Who's her man."
"Tinchy."
"Skeen."
Me and Shawn were chatting for time, i didnt tell himbout what had happend 2 me but i did tell him i was from brixto. He lived in Hackney and was 19 and was Tinchy's bredrin. He was there for the video just to support Tinchy. "So have u got a man?".
"Nah," i knew it was a lie cos me and Daniel were official now but Shawnwas 22222222222222 much, and now that my pussy and ass were better i could fuck him as much i wanted.
Then Shawn said, "Me and u should do a ting sometime."
"Id like that," i said.
Next ting i knew we was in one of the toilets and he was fuckin me sensless wiht a rubber on. his dick was so big that it filled my entire pussy, even if i wanted to cum it wouldnt be able to come out cos there was no space, it was so fuckin nice.
He had his hands round my neck and then he took his piece out and shoved it in my mouth, i did my trademark bunny rabbit move, the pre-cum was all over my teeth as i sucked that dick quick and fast, i licked his balls and he said "uh", then i tickled his balls whilst i sucked the dick, then i pulled the rubber off and did it bare back, as i was suckin, my phone rang, i cheked it, it was daniel. even tho i felt guilty shawns dick was too good to let go and so i kep on suckin, then i took it out and turned around and put it in my pussy. mmm. the tip of it made my legs shake and a weird feeling came in the bottom of my stomach and i bust. I was about to pull my jeans up when he said, "youve got yours, now i need to get mine."
Then he rammed it so hard in my pussy that my head was bangin against the cubicle wall. den dere was a knock on the door.
"Who's in there?".
shawn said, "Me im fuckin takin a shit, fuck off."
Then the person left.
He carried on fuckin me, he reached around and put his fingers in my mouf as his dick got bigger and bigger inside of me. He pulled my hair with his right hand and wiv his left hand he held my left leg up.
Then he bust, as soon as he did, he pulled out and i fell to da ground, my head hit the toilet seat. Then he said to me, "Listen, take my digits, when ur back in London and we can do dis again."
Then he left. I was fixin myself whilst lookin in the mirror and as i was Monique walked in.
"Ur still here?", she said washin her hands.
"Yeah i am."
"Listen- jus so u knw if we had been on road and u spoke 2 me da way u did, i would shanked u up, my bruvas in pen rite now for torturing some sket, u ever heard of SSK, mybruvas in dat crew, dey dont fuck about."
I froze, her bruva was one of the guys who did dat to me but she didnt know it was me cos da police had kept my identity a secret.
As i was leavin da toilet, she grabbed my arm and said, "Did u hear what i jus said?".
I nodded and said, "Sorry."
Then she said, "Good, id hate 2 have to fuck u up."

When me and Antoine got home, Daniel was waiting for us and he said, his face looked proper upset, "Rochelle, i need to talk 2 u."
It was about the trial, i sat down and he tld me, "All of dem got 25 years in pen wiv no parole," he said but his face still looked sad, "but your mum- rochelle- your mum's dead."